more? less?

Well, my symptoms have "waxed and waned." I wasn't feeling anything earlier but then I started too. Its so hard to judge what is real and what is not. I must come across tons of literature, plus emails plus basic knowledge of "pregnancy symptoms." But the truth is every womyn's body is different. So what might happen to mine might not happen to yours. I am just trying to monitor if its something I didn't have before but have now. I have taken a couple of pregnancy tests but unfortunately they are negative. But I am about 2-3 days to early. But regardless I still take them!

And I will take until the answer is definitive. I am apart of some very interesting listservs and all these womyn are going through the same exact thing and many more womyn will after me! But in a way each time it happens its kinda revolutionary. I like that. Each womyn is a pioneer in her own right. She is chopping down the trees, building her house, and setting up what will be the future of her life and that of her children.

So only time will tell, and I hope that there if there is a little baby looking down at me from heaven that he/she knows that they are always welcome and that I love them very much.