thoughts

I am a very private person and as a result of having this blog I keep things to myself. When i am ready to share them I will. All I know is that I just got off a conference and saw some really cool political leaders. I sent an email around at work today notifying everyone of my departure and after I sent it there were a couple moments of anger/hesitation/upsetness but really quite soon after that there was a bit of relief that my life will be different-better. I think as you age you realize that the world is open to you and that you continue to gather the skills you need to function and be happy in it.

At some point I realized that my life is short and I want every moment to fulfilling and full of life. When the students and the teachers were killed at Virginia Tech the other day its so sad and pointless. But you hope that they lived there lives happily and they didn't wait for someone else to fill them up.

So many others wait for something or someone to make them whole; but I never really saw that as an option. I must do what I need to in order to say this whole thing was good. So my TTC process continues and when I am ready to share more I will.

:)