Its time again

So its time again- the waiting has begun once again to see if life is actively swimming towards a better tomorrow. Life has just been so busy with the leaving of one job, working other jobs and now I am in this one month gig thats physcially demanding.. I work 9 hrs a day- something I am not used to. And not something I necessarily want. But I am really trying to put that all on the backburner and really focus on not working 7 days/wk.

Well this blog isnt abt that.. This is my TTC. So yes I have begun the 2nd round. I don't know how much it will stick, I think my timing was slightly off. But at least I tried. I am not gonna be as obessesive as I was last month abt counting everyday and thinking abt every little thing- esp since I don't have that kinda time at least not until Memorial Day.

I have been ramping up the cooking. Last night I came home drained and exhausted yet I whipped up a batch of yummy chocolate chip cookies. And I fully intend to come home tomorrow after working 10 hrs (2 hrs at shul, 8 babysitting) and try to make rugelach. On top of all this I have to write report comments by Sunday morning for Sunday School, stay later for a teachers reception and I told my Yiddish teacher I would bring in a collection of records. Oh and thats my weekend. And then I start another full work week. I get the ungodly pleasure of working a 54 hr work week-woohoo. But at least its short-term.

I am mostly just trying to keep my head above water at this point. So I will let you know if anything happens- although honestly I don't think this will be the month. Perhaps when I try again next month I will be more relaxed!!