Tis not to be

Well, I guess this *wasn't* the month. But I kinda knew why- so busy and so rushed and just it wasn't cosmically aligned. I need to really sit and just be in the moment and just take each step as it comes. I will at some point be taking a much needed break for the summer and hopefully during this time I can actively try to swim, walk, bake, read and just relax so I can better prepare my body.

It is a bummer- I can't lie. Every month you have certain expectations and they aren't met and it kinda sucks. But you just gotta keep trying. And hardly anyone gets it right the first time they are trying. There is alot of planning and temperature watching and ovulating watching and just stuff. The air, water, tiredness, life just makes everything different.

But I am kinda bummed, but am ok. I realize this will take patience but g-d willing it will happen one day. My odds go up every month!

:)