I have a problem. I am a secret travel bug, and I can't live longer than like 3 months without either planning, creating or actually taking a trip or doing something out of the ordinary. So the sensation is slowly creeping up to me and is making its way into my consciousness. But I need to focus on my TTC stuff. But I need a spirtual trip. I need to go somewhere and just raise my level of life and do something amazing.
I get bored wayyy too quickly. I like the rush that comes w/new things, new ppl, new anything really. As long as its somewhat organic. I worked 12 hrs today and I am still craving something bigger than me. I often feel that I could go to some beautiful nature remote area and just decompress for a week or so and listen to like native american and indian music and just be. No phones, no tv, no internet, no bits of luxury other than maybe a music device- but just writing, sleeping and experiencing. I wonder what types of ppl I would meet in that adventure...
Alright I must stop. I want to have a child. Thats my goal. Focus, focus, focus. IT will happen. I just need to recommit myself to the task and think baby baby. It would be a miracle and something bigger than life and I can't wait.
But I am psyched that I will have the opportunity to recommit my energies very soon. I am gonna go amazing yummy healthy grocery shopping- guac, tomatos, onions, blueberries, dates, walnuts, lime, beets, sweet potato.. im excited. So it should be a culinary adventure.
But I do get to go on some trips this summer- I will be back up in NYC and up to Massachusetts again.
:)
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