12w ultrasound

I am finding that this pregnancy is so much different from when I was pregnant with my son. I am not having the same tiredness, exhaustion, etc that I had, and I was waiting for it.. Everyday I was like uh oh tomorrow it will come! And it didn't. However this time I am getting hot flashes and my back is going out a bit more. I thought maybe my back was going out due to weight, but apparently thus far I have lost a lb! So thats good :)

I FB announced it the other day, and made sure to tell everyone who I know and love before that of course. I feel FB is like announcing it in the paper, everyone else should know so I tell them. But I am chugging along on this pregnancy. I am working fulltime so haven't had alot of time to really think about it. I will have alot more time in the Fall, so I can really prep and get ready then.

Otherwise I have tons of thoughts about siblings, and getting them to love each other and be best of friends. But I didn't have that with my siblings, so I feel that I get the perfect opportunity to do the right that I have been wronged by. I probably at this point think that I will only have 2 children, so I want them to be friends, and be there for each other, girl or boy, they can still grow up together and be happy.

I love being a mother and feel blessed that I get to be twice blessed!! I just have to make sure I have more 'me' time.. Not sure how thats going to work but I am sure it will...

So numbers here.. my son just had his 2nd bday party (music themed), and baby in belly is 12 w, 4 d old!! :)