This pregnancy has been different from the first one. I had more time to sit and concentrate on the last pregnancy and it was a really hard one, and because this one isn't as challenging and I have a toddler running around, the attn needed to be devoted just is so much more reduced. I wonder if that is how life is going to be- nothing will get the full attn it deserves? How do people handle so many children? Do some get shafted?? I am the first born so I always felt that I got what I needed b/c I was the first one to go through everything, but what if I was the 2nd or the 5th??
So this pregnancy has had some hot flashes, extreme tiredenss after working, back pains and normal pregnancy stuff. The thing I miss the most is my lack of ultrasounds. I feel that unless I can see the baby then who knows what is going on and its just alot of faith that everything is working right.
There are commercial stores that will let you do ultrasounds if you pay them, but they won't let me come in until I am 16 weeks. I would like to do an ultrasound a month, and even if this means having 1 at my doctors, and 1 at another place and 1 at another place that is my choice :)
I don't accept that I can't have what I want :)
Not a whole ton is new right now, but I wanted to post abt this pregnancy being different. Hopefully I should know the gender very soon. My mom is looking to hire a night nurse for a month afterwards so that should be wonderful as I will totally need it :)
Okay- hope everyone is well!
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- I am 30 years old. Always wishing, always wanting, and always hoping for the very best.
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"The West Bank, where the end of the world will begin." This happened 2000 years ago.
Just like the gods:::Change the rules in the middle of the game.
To their advantage, of course.
I've always had respect issues, especially once I understood the Holocaust.
You don't employ a strategy like this when you have to push people into their evil. The only reason why this happened was so you could maintain your schedule for the 20th century.
Fuck you.
7 billion in 2011. Only 1 billion in 1800 and 2 billion in 1900.
Population explosion is a clue::::The gods are sending everyone back for The End.
There must be some purgatory-like place. Or individual. Like an animal.
Now the gods have sent everyone back to try for one final time to fix their problems and ascend into heaven. Avoiding an animal would have been a big positive because those thrust into this decayed enviornment have less of a chance than those who enjoyed the god's generosity of a slowly decaying enviornment with frightening clues, like the Depression, World at War, the Holocaust, etc.
Anything that can get the poeple frightened and praying is a good. thing. Contentment never motivated anyone.
As we approach the Apocalypse the gods are removing "wrath of god" material from xtian dogma.
As we see wickedness spread throughout the country, like preditory behavior, godlessness, social changes, etc, using cable TV and the spread of "Californication" as justification, they changed xtianity, appropriatly with Catholicism first.
xtianity has changed radically in the 20th century, and everyone should be mindful of the way it was, because the people are in a process of slipping out of god's favor into a state of Damnation, from which the vast majority will never survive.
They used to scare people and make them too afraid to make mistakes. Now people aren't afraid of anything and don't think twice about doing something wicked and evil which will hurt their chances.
Employment charity:::Was W able to do his job as President?
I suspect there are many frat-boy types who couldn't or wouldn't study nor do the work necessary so they signed on to this "benefit" telepathically. This could have been extended to their professional life as well::In most of these cases they don't have what it takes to do their jobs. It is a temptation which buys their confidence for life, ensuring no progress is made.
I think employment charity is FAR more common than people may believe.
Another example how they tempted people in this manner is the procurement of sexual relations.
Keep raping these poor girls. You're going to end up as one in your next life.
Another feature which the Gods offer as a clue is very foreboading and ominous. Mt. Zion is a mountain to the north of Diablo (the eye of The Beast) and one which has a working quarry at its base. Consistant with the decay we experience in society, Mt. Zion is being eaten away, slowly stripped of its resources, until one day paradise will be gone forever.
If people only understood the importance of good parents. You won't be going anywhere without them. And it won't happen unless you are one first.
Whimsical management=Unstable pathology:::
*Tuscon-waffles
*2006 Hawaii-Jewelry
*Ivan/Wilma-SCUBA
*Haiti-slaves
*Chile-crappy fruit
60 Minutes on Loughner. They share the theater of the Situation is taking advantage of this event to analyze me.
Why do you think it happened? This isn't the first such example. Only the most infamous.
I'm sure you got some excuse. Just like Mustang Ranch.
You've compromised your integrity so hard you no longer deserve the label "gods".
I'm sick of paying for what the gods want. These enemies are your doing, you invited them and I have to pay for your responsibility.
Do something. I'm fucking sick of you.
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